This is a beginning……….again. You can look yourself in the eye and make a stand against all those obstacles. Or you can give up. Which is it going to be? Probably a mixture. Life is like that, always mixed up. One day you do really well and the next, not so much. But, if you ride it like a roller coaster it is fun. If you get your mind off yourself and your pain, and think of someone else, you will at least find a corner of peace. I love it when I have such a solid peace in my chest that it feels like an actual object.