Tangled Forest

listening for your voice

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In my retreat from the tangled forest, I have come upon a pool of water. These waters are as deep as a skyscraper is tall.  Waters calling me to a quiet, designed to heal, calm, understand, and teach me who Love is.   This pool of water is silent and not of this world. His name is True.

I know this in the same way I know my own self. I am grateful for my pain and sorrow.  I have more gratitude for pain than for joy, because without sadness to temper me and wake me out of my sleep, I may never have known my need for him.  But, now I do.  Now in this moment, I know thirst.  A thirst only these waters can quench, a sweet, longing to know and to be known. I covet His eyes, His thoughts, His regard.  I want him to reach into my heart and cleanse me.  I want to merge myself with him: to True.  I want this more than any other desire I have ever experienced.  And in the same way the rains find their way to the sea, I too, am drawn toward these waters. As surely as the sun rises in the morning and sets at night, I am flowing into him.  This is, after all, an ancient love story. This is my story too.